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INFORMATION
thy blog owner.

SeenTeng,Jamie,Ahteng
8-teen
Die hard 007 fan
SWATCH watch FAN ALSO
Ngee Ann Poly
Biomedical Science(BMS)
Year One,STILL A FRESHIE [:
NP Netball:Recreational Team Vice-Captain
LSCT SGL
SL wannabe
16/07
I'm just me....

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ME wants this
GPA of 3
GPA of 3.5
My other half who loves me just the way i am [:
Make MiLLiSoN my glaistig mummy smile a lot-hugs-
BAD history to NEVER repeat again
Understand cell bio well(cause i don't at e moment)
haha,i finish e exam paper understanding
everything,haha
Pass Microbio
passed with a D
Spent more time with my friends
Have more goofing time with my SGLs
now no more SGLs its AGLs alr,XD
Have more group gatherings
Give people more surprises for their birthday
Be more understanding at times
Acheive what i always tot i can't
Be my happy self and SAY NO TO EMO!!!
Wants a basketball
Wants a netball
Wants a beach volleyball
Wants a tad-teddy soft toy tt i can hug
Birthday present from Kylene,Lydia,
Affi,Zhengyan 16/07/08
Wants a slim digital camera with at least 8megapixel
Wants more chockers to wear
Wants a PURE BLACK HOODIE!!!!!
Birthday present from Irfan 16/07/08
Wants contact lens
1st Aug,$350
Wants more high tech stuff
Wants a new hp tts touch screen
daddy got me a one cause my old phone spoil
Wants ipod nano G4
ipod touch shared with ying li
Wants V-neck t-shirt
Birthday present from JEMM.Morgan 16/07/08
Wants Sports-type sunglasses
haha,i got 2 in e end,[:
Wants more clothes so tt i can mix and match
Wants more sports apparel
Wants more watches(i like big ones
haha,i've got quite enough watches alr,hehe
Wants the pure white belt at ESPRIT
i bought it at hongkong =))
Wants more money(oh wait who doesnt???)
Wants a PSP tt i can like play any games
(but must have need for speed game)
Wants more company from friendes
Wants more HUGS esp. from MiLLiSoN
oh wait there's more but i can't tink of it now,haha


TAGBOARD
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AFFILIATES
the big big world.
404 (Class Blog)
Arwin
Felicia Chin
Jason
Jing Wen
Jeremy
Kylene
Lydia
Marcus
Melody Chen
Samantha
Serena ("Darling")
Valarie
Vera (gene)
Xuanyi
Zhengyan
LSCT
Alee my tatu!!
Asyraf
Bingxin
Cailing =)
Darryl
Edah
Hongming
Huiling
Irfan
Jannah (Sister [:)
Jehanne (Sister [:)
Jelin
Jowell
Millison (DEAR/MUMMY)
Morgan (Glaistig Daddy)
Renee
Renwei
Vanessa
Waiyeong
Wenliang
Yingli

REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
  • August 2006
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  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
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  • October 2008
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  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
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  • April 2009
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  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009


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    Monday, December 07, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 5:20 PM

    with 324 posts since aug 2006,i'm now shifting to tumblr,follow me there =))

    http://littlemissjamie.tumblr.com

    Jamie[: xoxo
    Sunday, December 06, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 12:15 PM

    Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
    It's the end of the world in my mind
    Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
    I've been looking for the answer
    Somewhere
    I couldn't see that it was right there
    But now I know what I didn't know

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has twice as many stars in the sky

    It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
    Cuz of you, made it through every storm
    What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
    I'm so glad I found an angel
    Someone
    Who was there when all my hopes fell
    I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has twice as many stars in the sky
    Because you live, I live

    Because you live there's a reason why
    I carry on when I lose the fight
    I want to give what you've given me always

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has twice as many stars in the sky

    Because you live and breathe
    Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
    Because you live, girl
    My world has everything I need to survive

    Because you live, I live, I live
    stop messing with that *****
    Monday, November 30, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 10:25 PM

    so who do i pick
    between the two
    because i don't wanna make the wrong choice
    don't wanna hurt the wrong one
    Monday, November 23, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 12:01 AM

    will you give me the chance to ask?
    will you forgive yourself to love?
    will you??
    Monday, November 16, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 11:41 PM

    I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
    And now I think that I've got it all down
    And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
    Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
    Not wrapping this in ribbons
    Shouldn't have to give a reason why

    It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
    I can't believe that I stayed till today
    Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
    But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

    It came out like a river once I let it out
    When I thought that I wouldn't know how
    Held onto it forever just pushing it down
    Felt so good to let go of it now
    Not wrapping this in ribbons
    Shouldn't have to give a reason why

    It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
    I can't believe that I stayed till today
    There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
    There's nothing here in this soul left to say
    Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
    God know we tried to find an easier way
    Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
    But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

    Our favorite place we used to go
    The warm embrace that no one knows
    The loving look that's left your eyes
    That's why this comes as no, as no surprise

    If I could see the future and how this plays out
    I bet it's better than where we are now
    But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

    It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
    I can't believe that I stayed till today
    Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
    But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

    Our favorite place we used to go
    The warm embrace that no one knows
    The loving look that's left your eyes
    But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 11:30 PM

    I've been waiting for my dreams
    To turn into something

    I could believe in
    And looking for that
    Magic rainbow
    On the horizon
    I couldn't see it
    Until I let go
    Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
    Now I'm coming alive
    Body and soul
    And feelin' my world start to turn

    And I'll taste every moment
    And live it out loud
    I know this is the time,
    This is the time
    To be more than a name
    Or a face in the crowd
    I know this is the time
    This is the time of my life
    Time of my life

    Holding onto things and vanished
    Them to the air
    Left me in pieces
    But now I'm rising from the ashes
    Finding my wings
    And all that I needed
    Was there all along
    Within my reach
    As close as the beat of my heart

    And I'll taste every moment
    And live it out loud
    I know this is the time,
    This is the time to be
    More than a name
    Or a face in the crowd
    I know this is the time
    This is the time of my life
    Time of my life

    And I'm out on the edge of forever
    Ready to run
    I'm keeping my feet on the ground
    My arms open wide
    My face to the sun

    And I'll taste every moment
    And live it out loud
    I know this is the time,
    This is the time to be
    More than a name
    Or a face in the crowd
    I know this is the time
    This is the time of my life
    Time of my life
    More than a name
    Or a face in the crowd
    This is the time
    This is the time of my life.
    This is the time of my life.
    Life
    Time of my life
    Time of my life
    Saturday, November 14, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 11:48 PM

    somehow i realised something which is really ironic.somehow i used to tink how people can use the same excuse again and again and again...of which after that i call them no life...but it seems sadly that these days i'm doing that.when people want to ask me to go out,i just say i'm too busy with homework,projects etc etc

    i've to admit there is time for work and play,there's no point working for your whole life and no play,but there's also too much play and no work,it's gg 2 ruin your life in the end.hmm,i just wanna say like sorry first lah,cause i really dun mean to put off going out with friends and stuff like that.i'm trying to find that balance between work and play.i somehow just got my life back on track after it was really turned upside down.i'm also still in the mist of finding myself as always,just give me some time

    if you are reading this,ask yourself this question
    Is the glass half full or half empty??
    but i know my answer for this is always the same:
    its half full because i'm willing to try
    half empty because i haven't get to the final goal
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 1:42 AM

    hmm,somehow i haven't done a proper post since sch started.the fact is i've been really busy with sch work,work and cca and project and e list goes on and on..oh well...somehow this sem hasn't exactly turned out to be best way i want it to be,but then again i dun have much of e time to complain much and i shouldn't be complaining looking at how much i've climbed from that deep dark pit...

    i actually dun really know wat to say,cause i'm just typing wateva comes to mind...-after 15secs- okay my mind's blocked,blog post ends here,toodles ppl!
    Tuesday, November 10, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 11:33 PM

    take a bow
    next to you
    collide
    behind these hazel eyes
    the reason why
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 12:30 AM

    我问为什么
    那女孩传简讯给我
    而你为什么
    不解释低着头沉默
    我该相信你很爱我
    不愿意敷衍我
    还是明白
    你已不想挽回什么

    想问为什么
    我不再是你的快乐
    可是为什么
    却苦笑说我都懂了
    自尊常常将人拖着e
    把爱都走曲折
    假装了解是怕
    真相太赤裸裸
    狼狈比失去难受

    我怀念的是无话不说
    我怀念的是一起作梦
    我怀念的是争吵以后
    还是想要爱你的冲动

    我记得那年生日
    也记得那一首歌
    记得那片星空
    最紧的右手
    最暖的胸口
    谁记得
    谁忘了

    我怀念的是无言感动
    我怀念的是绝对炽热
    我怀念的是你很激动
    求我原谅抱得我都痛

    我记得你在背后
    也记得我颤抖着
    记得感觉汹涌
    最美的烟火
    最长的相拥
    谁爱得太自由
    谁过头太远了
    谁要走我的心
    谁忘了那就是承诺

    谁自顾自地走
    谁忘了看着我
    谁让爱变沉重
    谁忘了要给你温柔

    我放手
    我让座
    假洒脱
    谁懂我多么不舍得

    太爱了
    所以我
    没有哭
    没有说
    Tuesday, November 03, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 12:31 AM

    cause they tell me don't give up
    cause they know my character well
    cause they know i can do it
    cause they ain't giving up on me yet
    cause no one's letting me give up
    cause they still want me to keep that dream alive
    cause they're still waiting for an answer
    cause they all just want to see the best in me
    and lastly of course
    cause i don't want to let anyone or myself down
    Wednesday, October 21, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 1:03 AM

    i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting..................................
    FOR THAT ONE BLOODY EMAIL!!!!
    Tuesday, October 20, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 12:10 AM

    Seconds hours so many days
    You know what you want but how long can you wait
    Every moment lasts forever
    When you feel you've lost your way
    What if my chances were already gone
    I started believing that I could be wrong
    But you gave me one good reason
    To fight and never walk away
    So here I am still holding on

    With every step you climb another mountain
    Every breath it's harder to believe
    You'll make it through the pain
    Weather the hurricanes
    To get to that one thing
    Just when you think the road is going no where
    Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
    They take you by the hand and show you that you can
    There are no boundaries
    There are no boundaries

    I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
    What if today is as good as it gets
    Don't know where the future's headed
    Nothing's gonna bring me down
    Jumped every bridge I've run every line
    I risk being safe, I always knew why
    I always knew why
    So here I am still holding on

    With every step you climb another mountain
    Every breath it's harder to believe
    You'll make it through the pain
    Weather the hurricanes
    To get to that one thing
    Just when you think the road is going no where
    Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
    They take you by the hand and show you that you can

    You can go higher
    You can go deeper
    There are no boundaries
    Above and beneath you
    Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

    With every step you climb another mountain
    Every breath it's harder to believe
    You'll make it through the pain
    Weather the hurricanes
    To get to that one thing
    Just when you think the road is going no where
    Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
    They take you by the hand and show you that you can
    There are no boundaries
    There are no boundaries
    There are no boundaries
    No boundaries
    Yeah, there are no boundaries

    i realised i actually want it really badly
    Saturday, October 17, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 12:59 PM

    i know i need to do it
    i know i'm inching closer to what i want
    i know i want it
    i know i don't give up
    i know it's going to be different
    i know i have to adapt to changes
    i know i've to keep on trying
    i know someone is giving me a kick in the butt
    i know its you i want..
    Saturday, October 10, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 1:13 AM

    the day when i've to walk alone again,the feeling always hurts but
    no one ever cares....
    no one will be beside me anymore
    because all there's ever left now,is just myself without anyone else.
    one by one they all walk out of my life,without even knowing how i feel
    the ending's always cruel
    and here i am,picking up all the pieces again
    hoping that nothing ever started in the 1st place
    so that i won't have to feel all these now...
    Thursday, October 08, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 1:31 PM

    just when i thought my life might have gotten slightly better,someone has to fucking hell screw it up -.-
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 3:23 AM

    wah lau how come everytime u're always correct de....
    Tuesday, October 06, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 1:32 AM

    okay i cried,i admit it
    Monday, October 05, 2009
    Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
    Time : 2:12 PM

    i don't know where i stand with you and i don't know what i mean to you,all i know is that everytime i think of you,all i want to do is be with you