can you two just freaking shut up in the morning,let me have some peace

times have indeed changed since i attended asthetics night ytd night...and i tell u e performance was alright...but i love seeing my besties and my ex teachers again,some are alr married,some have their own apprentice,and some are still e same as ever...

and a lot of us look different in our outfits,we have all indeed grown much more mature than before,and we could barely recognise each other..but we all haven't forgotten e times we had when we were 13-16

and ytd night seriously made me tink after having a convo with my besties...somehow it make me realised tt if we're gg back for the next asthetics night we're gg 2 be like frigging 20years old,which makes us like almost at e end of poly life or for some,start of uni life...and e tot of what happens after tt scared me,cause me and kylene were talking what we're gg 2 go after in e future...and somehow its either a sync or swim thing eh??and thanks for my 3besties for being of supportive of me...u'll always be in my heart BESTIE FTW!!!....okay pictures up soon i promise =)

p.s.i reallie want to know if u're gg 2 be the next one?

i finally lost my temper at e girls...for once..
its like they dun frigging take training seriously...
and its just 2more weeks 2 street netball...
and they dun know how strong e teams can be
i've played it last year and got trashed like hell
tts why i dun want 2 see my girls being trashed like hell during e games
and then they all can just anyhow count e passes
walk also walk so slowly....
dun shout out for the ball..
and they just can't seem to frigging communicate with each other..
so many come late...
some of u dun even want to master e basics...
some just too lazy to do proper passes...
some just want to play match...
some are too overpowering..
some are too shy...
wtf is this man...
play like a team pls girls...
dun go f* e whole thing up
i see u all so nua during e ball handing and passes..
u tink i not angry...
its just tt every week me and shu nvr say anything one
we can spend 1 over hour doing passes...
no prob with us one...
and everytime u all play matches...
every week tell u abt giving and making space...
in e end need remind u all
so tt means if i not there,u all won't rmb anything tt i told u all last week lah???
and doesn't mean tt there's no competitive seniors watching u all
mean u all can go climb over me and shu's head...
we seriously damm relaxed abt ur behaviour alr lor
last year where got so relaxed..
if have we alr tio like shit man....
just frigging wake up and play properly lah..
its not tt hard 2 do tt is it??

p.s. their passes suck,their stepping suck,their communication sucks,and i bloody hell tried to correct them...but they dun want to put in e effort...wth am i supposed to do man...
p.s. dun look at me these days and feel as if i freaking owe u sth...dun go acting like some big f***

haha...er..i wnated 2 blog sth just now..but i can't rmb wat exactly...its to rant abt sth but yea....dun feel like typing e details over here....
but anw...projects have finally got into my 2nd year life....so yea...just chiong lor...not as if i nvr chiong b4 like tt.....

and and milli...tell ur mummy tt i dun like js....he's only a friend 2 me....and tell mel tt i'll marry you someday....and James ur bf isn't fake...XD
okayyy..i dun exactly know wat i typing so yea...gfs are love man!!!!

p.s. its 1 more day...oh yay can't wait for asthetics night!!whoopee!!!

reallie touched cause u all cared...

arg....i dun get why i keep on pressing 9877 on my keypad when i call milli instead of 9878....damm it....i seriously dun look forward 2 tt day...

OH YEA OH YEA!!!
ASTHETICS NIGHT IS NEXT FRI
WOOHOO!!!

pardon for being high at this odd hour..

To find what you're here for
Open another door
But I'm not sure anymore
It's just so hard

i've never been so happy to be scolded cause i reallie deserved it...
and i swear i'm running out of steam alr...
but somehow i just keep on pushing and pushing...
and i suddenly hate e feeling of being so lonely and empty...
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been running lots these day cause training for marathon cause i want challenge myself...and and i saw this line in my dream somewhere..haven't figured it out wat it means though it say...

strong heartbeats in a weak heart,but yet it never dies off because of a strong mind

i get e strong mind part...but e 1st part i dun exactly get it...it has got me thinking man...anw i'll be running lots these days to build up my stamina =)....run run run...

MY DEAR GIRLS THERE'S SO MUCH FOR US TO CATCH UP ON FRI!!PROMISE YOU ALL TT I'LL RUSH DOWN TO SEE YOU AFTER MY BRIEFING ON FRI =)



and kylene and jaiya i can't wait for asthetics night on e 10th of july!!!*screams* omg omg..i'm so excited...and yes kylene we are gg back to watch it this year like we promised ourselves when we were in our sweet 16...and and...jaiya seriously thanks for getting us tickets if not we all probably have forgotten abt asthetics night due to us being so busy with school work!!!LYDIA GO BACK AND WATCH WITH US..I PROMISE THERE'LL BE A SURPRISE FOR YOU!!

and kylene see this

we shall take another picture like this on e 10th of july and compare it to this and see how much we've changed in 2years =)

SEEN TENG LOVE YOU ALL LOTS...SEE YA GIRLS ON FRI!!!*muacks and winks*

in a moment everything can change
wat if ** *** ***** ** **
wat if ** is *** ***

OIH SAM!!!DON'T SMOKE LAH YOU...TSKTSKTSK...

THROW UR NEW PACKET OF CIGRATTES AWAY!!!

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empty or broken promise??
just can't figure it out...