SeenTeng,Jamie,Ahteng
8-teen
Die hard 007 fan
SWATCH watch FAN ALSO
Ngee Ann Poly
Biomedical Science(BMS)
Year One,STILL A FRESHIE [:
NP Netball:Recreational Team Vice-Captain
LSCT SGL
SL wannabe
16/07
I'm just me....
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INFORMATION
thy blog owner.
SeenTeng,Jamie,Ahteng
8-teen
Die hard 007 fan
SWATCH watch FAN ALSO
Ngee Ann Poly
Biomedical Science(BMS)
Year One,STILL A FRESHIE [:
NP Netball:Recreational Team Vice-Captain
LSCT SGL
SL wannabe
16/07
I'm just me....
glitter-graphics.com
ME wants this
GPA of 3.5
My other half who loves me just the way i am [:
Make MiLLiSoN my glaistig mummy smile a lot-hugs-
BAD history to NEVER repeat again
haha,i finish e exam paper understanding
everything,haha
passed with a D
Spent more time with my friends
now no more SGLs its AGLs alr,XD
Have more group gatherings
Give people more surprises for their birthday
Be more understanding at times
Acheive what i always tot i can't
Be my happy self and SAY NO TO EMO!!!
Wants a basketball
Wants a netball
Wants a beach volleyball
Birthday present from Kylene,Lydia,
Affi,Zhengyan 16/07/08
Wants a slim digital camera with at least 8megapixel
Wants more chockers to wear
Birthday present from Irfan 16/07/08
1st Aug,$350
Wants more high tech stuff
daddy got me a one cause my old phone spoil
ipod touch shared with ying li
Birthday present from JEMM.Morgan 16/07/08
haha,i got 2 in e end,[:
Wants more clothes so tt i can mix and match
Wants more sports apparel
haha,i've got quite enough watches alr,hehe
i bought it at hongkong =))
Wants more money(oh wait who doesnt???)
Wants a PSP tt i can like play any games
(but must have need for speed game)
Wants more company from friendes
Wants more HUGS esp. from MiLLiSoN
oh wait there's more but i can't tink of it now,haha
TAGBOARD
hear your voice.
AFFILIATES
the big big world.
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Blog)
Arwin
Felicia Chin
Jason
Jing Wen
Jeremy
Kylene
Lydia
Marcus
Melody Chen
Samantha
Serena ("Darling")
Valarie
Vera (gene)
Xuanyi
Zhengyan
LSCT
Alee my tatu!!
Asyraf
Bingxin
Cailing =)
Darryl
Edah
Hongming
Huiling
Irfan
Jannah (Sister [:)
Jehanne (Sister [:)
Jelin
Jowell
Millison (DEAR/MUMMY)
Morgan (Glaistig Daddy)
Renee
Renwei
Vanessa
Waiyeong
Wenliang
Yingli
Arwin
Felicia Chin
Jason
Jing Wen
Jeremy
Kylene
Lydia
Marcus
Melody Chen
Samantha
Serena ("Darling")
Valarie
Vera (gene)
Xuanyi
Zhengyan
Alee my tatu!!
Asyraf
Bingxin
Cailing =)
Darryl
Edah
Hongming
Huiling
Irfan
Jannah (Sister [:)
Jehanne (Sister [:)
Jelin
Jowell
Millison (DEAR/MUMMY)
Morgan (Glaistig Daddy)
Renee
Renwei
Vanessa
Waiyeong
Wenliang
Yingli
REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
CREDITS
spontaneous applause.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 11:28 PM AH....I'M DAMM TIRED AND ITS COMMON TEST WEEK okay ppl,wat a fun week it has been,no OC lecture and only 1 CB lecture,it was seriously a damm slack week larh...hmm..okay did ushering for grad day and it was fun larh..i'll post up pics soon okay...haha...and common test are next week,i haven't finish studying for cb yet,hai sian man,need to study like xiao again sia,too bad wat to do...just chiong lor.... 2more days to MiLLi's birthday....MiLLi i guarentee u'll be damm damm happy and touched when u see those stuff...haha..and dun u dare run away tt day,we'll catch u,haha |
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 11:20 AM HA,HA,HA!!!!! omg,seriously i haven't had a good laugh for sometime and seriously MILLI,EDAH,JYAN,MICHELLE made me so damm high ytd during lunch larh....lol...all e funny things sia,lol.....seriously very very funny....laugh until stomach pain sia.....haha....so yea,they really made my day larh...Milli i love being my real self it seriously feels good,haha hmm...2moro ushering for grad day..hmm hope it'll be fun...haha..i'm gonna wear e NP blazer,omg,so fast got chance to wear,i'm quite shocked actually,haha....oh and kylene go enjoy urself on hols....u better love it,haha |
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Monday, May 26, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 2:47 PM I AM WHO I AM AND I'M PROUD OF IT...CAUSE IF I WASN'T WHO I AM,IT'LL BE SUPER POINTLESS..I LOVE MYSELF FOR WHO THE REAL JAMIE IS....and i know milli does too as well as most of my friends... |
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Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 12:05 AM JUST FOR MILLISON MUMMY/DEAR mummy did u know u really melted my heart when i saw that,i seriously almost cried larh,okay i started tearing a little.... i'm seriously seriously so,so blessed having known you...not because u're just pure plain fun or because u were my GL during FOC camp...but that i'm really happy that i dun have to act cool or be someone else in front of you..i can really be who i want....and somemore i've really found a person that can really understand me...okay i do have some friends but you understand me the most.....its super serious larh....and and knowing that you dun have to be another milli in front of me made me feel very very happy....cause i know sth made u super unhappy 2 years ago and i know how much tt hurt cause i read through ur blog and everything....dun worry mummy i'll make sure u'll never have to adjust urself to suit me,cause i really really love you just the way u are the high,fun,crazy,stm Millison.... and pls nvr ever change(excluding change for the better) who u really are,cause u're really a special special person....and and that protection u still have....throw it all away in front of your best friends,cause they'll nvr ever hurt you at all....and i'll be the 1st to promise tt i'll nvr ever do such a thing to you.....and even though i have only known you for a really short period of time,it feels like ages...its as if we knew each other for years.... we shall let that unique personality of us shine through okay,be true to ourselves cause LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO BE SOMEONE ELSE.... no matter how much i say it i'll still say it again...I LOVE YOU FOR WHO U REALLY ARE,NOT THE FAKE MILLI,BUT THE REAL ONE WITHOUT THE MASK.....love ya lots,*hugs really really tight* oh ya go check ur msn i left lots of msg for you...and thanks to you,i didn't do sth stupid today that might have gotten me into super deep shit... |
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 12:25 AM THE REAL ME after so long,i could finally show my real self in front of you,seriously i wouldn't say it was the best but seriously it made me feel my own self again,it was good to be able to be my own self,the real me....the-not-your-average-type-of-gal...thanks for really respecting who i really am...[: |
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Friday, May 23, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 7:57 PM I'M A DUSTBIN WHERE YOU CAN THROW ALL YOUR SORROWS IN hi ppl,omg..time passed so fast,friday already,haha and and let me shout out a yay...1project down,lol....ya just finished my IAC project on autistic kids,wanna thanks jie for helping me with me and miss liu also...thanks a lot man,love u ppl...haha ya,so today nth much larh,voting day for lsct....so i just voted for those whom i tink are competent...and seriously i could see e true colours of some ppl larh,not naming who..but also to some they weren't tt happy..so ya...not gonna say much abt it,cause it like not within my control lor...so yup...so just listening to some of the ppl's worries and stuff like tt... anyway so little time so much to go,i've gotta run,bye...AAHHH,COMMON TESTS ARE COMING,DAMM IT.... TO THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE happy birthday,hope tt u get lots of blessing and have good health,love ya lot.....still missing you |
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 6:07 PM OMG,I'M SO TIRED MAN hi ppl i seriously haven't been sleeping a lot these past few days and i'm very very shacked,lol...seriously ah i almost missed my bus-stop just now larh,wth...okay nvm larh,forget it ytd got GL training it was like still bonding games it was fun considering the fact that we have to have body contact with guys and guys,gals and gals and guys and gals,seriously it was like damm funny sia..1st thing we did was e bench game larh,its sort urself from tallest to shortest,oldest to youngest,hair length,lol...and best of all,NO TALKING ALLOWED,lol...damm funny sia,all the SGLs were like pulling and untidying our shoelaces larh,i tink mine got like pulled out dunno how many times sia,milli pull like dunno how many time,jelin pull,samuel,pulled...errr..okay i seriously lost count larh,and e best part was tt those guy SGLs were like using leaves to tickle gals leg,lol,damm funny sia...but it was fun larh then after tt was like drizzling so we played blow wind blow..then got like pair pair one,and tell u sth ah,all the SGLs forgot tt they were no longer GLs so it was like blow wind blow,blow wat????blow all e gls,then instead of my batch running,all the SGLs run lor,damm funny sia,lol....so yup then after training went to eat with mummy edah,amanda and we played truth or dare larh,4ppl,some funny things larh...and some sensitive also....but it was good cause we could be to know each other more/better or wateva way u put it larh,lol....so after tt went home already very tired sia,lol...then got project to finish 2day,wah hiong ah.... MiLLi:its not worth being upset okay,u have me and i'll promise u tt no matter wat happens,i'll always lend u a shoulder to cry/laugh/high on...okay????? i'll make ur birthday a super memorable one,we'll melt ur heart...and and,be careful okay,so clumsy 2day sia,later not enough blood must go find edah,she group O so u can take from her,lol....suck her blood larh,lol....love ya mummy -hugs- i just can't put down wat has happened to me 2years ago,u broke my heart... |
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 11:46 PM TELEMATCH omg,ytd was like a damm damm high day for me larh,totally high sia...MiLLi see this--->I LOVED THE WATER U POURED ON ME omg,seriously damm high larh,but also got some parts very dampening...okay so it was like tt larh,started with flour then water all e way after tt,seriously it was damm fun sia...the capsule station i tio like nobody's business larh,jelin,morgan,asyraf,hongyi,jehanne all bui me with like so much flour,and thanks to jelin man...nvr aim properly then got some flour go into my eyes,lol,ya but i seriously got covered in a lot of flour larh,e whole shirt almost white lor,lol then after tt was like water games,1 is slide and another is throw bomb bags one...must seriously i must say i loved e one where they pour buckets of water on you,tt one was damm shiok larh,MILLI U GOT ME A 101% WET,LOL,YAY,LOVE YA...so it was like u have to guesss stuff and my class keep on guessing e wrong thing then until the say e queen of fruits,i quicky shouted MANGOSTEEN then its like all the water got poured onto me sia,damm shiok larh,weather was like so hot larh,totally cooled me down sia,so yup waited so long before i can get totally wet to the skin,lol but the thing tt didn't really make me happy was tt,got one guy after the game like take the hose and spray milli and me and he was like shouting,ONLY GL CA SPRAY AH....then its like spray milli and i was like angry larh,cause she got no clothes to change leh,then in e end all e other gls scolded him then he put down e hose,lol,seriously he's dumb,spray GLs confirm will tio scolding lor...aiyo can't blame him larh,most prob nvr go for FOC camp one,lol....so yea like tt after all e games me and edah go find milli to pei her and dry out also,lol oh and mummy listen up here ah...pls dun do tt stunt again okay,the falling back thing,wah seriously my heart like just drop larh,imagine u hit ur head,xin tong sia.....promise me u won't do tt again okie???? -hugs- love ya lots [: okay gotta go already,so late i need my sleep,bye ppl...nites...i love u all i just confessed that i like you as my crush to 3 other ppl |
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Saturday, May 17, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 10:11 PM A CARROT,AN EGG,A COFFEE BEAN hmm,i dunno if u ppl have seen this b4 but i tink tt this is sth very tot provoking so here it is,read on A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, 'Tell me what you see.'' 'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?' Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile.Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean? Think of this: Which one are you? Are you the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity ,do u wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Or are u the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat?Do you have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have u become hardened and stiff? Does your shell look the same, but on the inside are you bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart? Or are you like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?ask yourself that question... |
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Friday, May 16, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 9:34 PM I'M BORED hai i've finished all my work for the week,well it isn't surprising either cause i have elearning week and seriously i rather go to sch then do elearning at home...hai nvm larh...and best of all there's tests next week.........ahhh.....damm it...i feel so secondary school again,oh man...sheesh...and like 2 weeks later its common test...hai,sad sia... okay nvm forget abt tt i'll go settle my studying of my tests somehow...yeap,hai miss my MiLLi dear man....hey MUMMY SEE THIS---> I MISS YOU!!! haha yep i do miss u,hai not gonna see u for like 3 more days sad sia...can i emo now????lol..okay just kidding,lol....YOU ALSO DON'T EMO AH!!!!lol,haha yea so anyway this week's been quite fun,its like 1 project of mine is almost complete but sadly there's another one coming up,but oh well,be happy one step at a time...CHILL JAMIE U GOT IT ALL COVERED,RELAX...[: he looks just a bit too perfect for me,will it still be him??? |
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 12:47 AM OMG WAT A TIRED DAY SIA wah,seriously i'm like damm tired now,except tt i'm not slping yet cause my hair's still slightly wet,haha...ya anyway 2day finally finish IAC fieldwork already,yay...haha...then 2day also very fun cause 1st GL training,then e LTC was like saying,there would be tough times to come and i already knew b4 tt cause during interview i ask wat we doing,then he told me,haha,so like tt lor...we played like ice breaker games and it was like super funny at most part... of its like 2 games 1st game: scissors paper stone bear fish mosquito bunny carrot gun and trust me,it was like super funny at some parts,cause its was like dark,dark, then can't really see wat e oppsite ppl put wat sign so in e end like 3/4 times it was like e same action...then e best part was tt eg, team a supposed to run and team b catch,instead both teams run to e safetly line,lol...damm funny sia...and a lot of times we keep on doing e same action lor,wth sia....but anyway it was fun larh...got MiLLi and other SGLs to join in e game...so it was like MiLLi's super long hands grab me,haha...see,my reaction timing is still slowed...i tink e reaction games i played at settlers last time didn't really help jiayi see this---> I NEED TO GO SETTLERES MORE OFTEN,MY REACTION STILL DAMM SLOW,LOL 2nd game shark and fish it was even funnier then e last cause its like a lot of ppl were screaming for nothing larh...its just like shark got catch e fish,then fish must go hide behind e corals....haha..so at many times they was like mass confusion..like where's e shark,or where's e fish,haha...damm funnay sia...lol ya so after training sarah amanda and me did sth for mummy....MUMMY I KNOW U WERE DAMM TOUCHED,COULD TELL UR HEART MELTED,aww...lol,TISSUE PAPER...haha ya so like tt lor,okay needa go slp already,very tired sia..wah 1st time blog so damm early sia,look at e time,lol TO SOMEONE SPECIAL seriously i promise u tt only e 2 of us will turn up okay??? |
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Monday, May 12, 2008
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Time : 7:43 PM E-LEARNING haha,today's e 1st day of elearning and seriously its so not fun....so much work to do larh...well i could have slept in,in e morning but then there was like so much noise in e sch beside my hse larh,how to slp sia..then best of all after all those noise,my estate's upgrading works started...cool or not??? ]: so in e end i couldn't even have a good night's sleep larh,arggg...which make me to be not very productive during porject work just now....and best of all we started and ended with like 3 sentences typed in our report,wtf....ya lor...anyway i managed to do some of my elearning work haha,thanks to milli dear for accompanying me at woodlands,haha..so fun just now and hey plus 2day,u're gonna see me 3 times this week or maybe even more,haha...so fun and high sia...ya and now we're damm sure that we're e same type of ppl,the quiz confirmed it for us,hahahaha...... anyway e chocolate just now was damm funny,u know why ah...lol...and i didn't even know that u were lactose intolerant,haha...okay must take note of that...ya anyway dear -hugs- miss ya lots [: |
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Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 9:08 AM THANKS PPL okay i wanna say a few thanks to these really impt ppl MILLI(GLASITIC MUMMY/DEAR) thanks for all the smiles/laughter and everything u've or gonna do for me....DIRTY GAMES,HAHA,i'll rmb tt man....and u're super fun to be with,thanks for consoling me when i'm unhappy with super minor things(i throw tandrums,haha) thanks for being and supporting me no matter wat...but best of all thanks for making my everyday so fun..lectures/tutorials are tiring but seeing u makes me forget all those and u always nvr fail to put me in a damm high spirit...ur laughter is super contageious i swear dear.....and i wanna tell ya something....HA,HA,HA......(i bet my head that u're laughing super duper uber hard now [:)oh and dear i promise you that we'll walk through the fun,good,bad,high times together...and we'll see each other so much more often,GL trainings and everything,haha..u totally rock my life love u lots,*hugs* KYLENE thanks for listening to my dumb unfounded worries...and thanks for lending me ur ears to listen to whatever i wanna say...esp the guy thingy,haha..and thanks again for hanging out with me even though we're no longer in the same class or sch(miss those good time we had during recess,junk food!!!!)oh wait but we're still in the same poly...haha..and reallie a million thanks for those 4 years u've spent with me and the next 3 years to come by..i'm very sure we'll still be best friends no matter what happens..[: LYDIA hey,i know u're super busy but anyway thanks for making me laugh sometimes on msn and seriously i feel tt its super cool for hanging out with a smart gal like u eh...dun worry so much abt pw and JC1 exams and A's and everything..u'll do fine,i'm very very sure....cause u are smart...[: JIAYI thanks jie or helping me in my project..and also thanks for telling me to jiayou for everything..u're such a constant motivator...i'll promise to work very hard,esp for my cell bio tt i'm still not good in...[: EDAH thanks edah for putting so much colour into my life,u are seriously a super hyper gal with so much energy inside you...haha..more finger battles with u alright????i'm so gonna win u,lol,haha...and if u every dare spam my phone with prank calls,i'll tell milli mummy,she'll spank u like mad.lol.....hahaha JYAN thanks for letting me know tt ur birthday is the same as mine...lets make sure we dun get any cake in out faces this year...haha if not tt person will die like xiao,lol... MICHELLE thanks for hanging out with me during breaks and making me smile also together with edah and milli SAM!!!! thanks for being my si dang,and work very hard for O's okay,i'm waiting for u to join NP so that we can have cool hangouts at cool places,haha...rock on gal!!! and somemore thanks to other people but i dun tink i'll mention it here..too long to type it out larh...but anyway dun worry i'm thankful for everything u ppl have done for me,GOD BLESS YOU ALL |
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 2:49 PM AAAAAAHHHH I'M DAMM HAPPY okay i've just received the email tt i'm selected to be in lsct society,,,damm happy can't contain it.... MILLI----U SAW E MSN MSG....HAHA..HOPE IT MAKES YOUR DAY...I WANT MORE HUGS FROM U!!! #its better to have loved and lost then to never to have loved before (is he gonna be the one,or will i have to wait all over again?) |
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 8:34 PM HAHAHAHAHA omg,milli and i make a super perfect team that can't be perfect anymore.I'm super serious larh...okay lets see,we like the same kind of food,i love super dark chocolate too....we laugh at the same kind of thing....dear u know wat i meanm,haha....we laugh like non-stop and we seriously can't stop laughing when we're both together,see we're super contageious....hahahahhaha..i had stomach pain from all tt laughing okay.and and we have the same kind of thoughs when someone says sth for eg. Edah says:i feel like vomiting. Me says:u pregnant ah?lol Milli:"gives me the hi 5 sign" see the same a not?hahaha so similar larh.wait there's more...we both love "poking" ppl and ppl are always super scared of tt...(eh edah???),we say funny things abt ****** and its like we kinda always end up making fun of ***....but the best of all is that we both got the same chi surname maybe tts why we're so of the same kind,haha...from e same big family....hahahaha...omg seriously i'm so gonna laugh again and its like super duper funny everytime i tink back...serious,omg,i so damm high now man....can't stop the laughters...too bad u weren't here to see it,if not i'm super sure u'll laugh like mad too....lol #laughter is the world's super best medicine!!!! YOU JUST GOT ME SO DAMM HIGH!!!! |
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Monday, May 05, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 7:04 AM CAN U PLS GIVE ME A SLAP WHENEVER I FORGET TT I'M SUPER BLESSED!!!! hai...haven't blog for a few day eh...sry ah..super busy catching up with projects and homework...and seriously i'm in super deep shit cause i dun reallie understand cell bio...damm it...ah..i gotta go find a way to catch up on my cell bio... okay i went out with Zhane on fri to pass him his bday present,dunno how long i keep already lor..haha,we ate at nydc and i ate my fav oven baked pasta and oreo cheesecake...hmm....yummie!!!!!and we catched up quite a bit,haha...my weekends studying,lol...sian..hai,but i shouldn't be sad,cause a lot of ppl ae havinh exams now too,haha... okay sidetracking from wat i've said above...I'M TRUELY BLESSED,yet i dun realise it,damm man...i give u permission to slap me when i forget tt again okay....seriously i've so many ppl to care abt me in sch(MILLI DEAR!!!)and tt group of super nice GLs(edah,scraffy,morgan,and a few more whom i forgot ur names..sorrie[:)..and not forgetting my own class ppl,they're nice ppl...so on eh...haha...and of course not forgetting kylene,lydia they are always there to make me laugh abt really lame thing,haha....and my best bud SAM!!!!!omg miss her so much....too bad can't go find her,exams seh....oih SAM faster call me to go out...hang out time,street dancing(does ur hse staircase count as street dancing too?,haha)movie time anything....cool kids must hang out,lol.... ya anyway i'm totally not gonna be emo again,cause i'm BLESSED...hai why was i emo then?haha...(this gal trying to be funny,lol) |
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
Rants by Jamie[: xoxo
Time : 1:23 PM I MISS YOU it is really my emo day today,nothing really went well lor,woke up this morning feeling super tired and best of all my spirits were super low and decided to listen to my mp3 and since it's in e shuffle mode,all e songs were emo songs....its like dunno if its zhu ding or not lor....although my dear and edah,and asyraf,managed to make me happy just now,i'm not feeling very good now,prob back to my own emo state...ah,damm it...man maybe i should be upset,my friends all have had their emo days and prob its my turn now...i should be happy having had experienced so many fun days...oh man,is my emo day gonna be over soon?and i seriously miss all my friends now,we're so close yet so far....i dunno why but it feels as if i'm having very very deep bonds.....u ppl just make me feel so welcomed.... TO SOMEONE SPECIAL i really need you,i miss u like a lot now,i need ur shoulder to cry on,ur words,ur everything,cause after u do tt,everything's back to normal and it seems as if nothing ever happened at all.... |
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