i've never been so happy to be scolded cause i reallie deserved it...
and i swear i'm running out of steam alr...
but somehow i just keep on pushing and pushing...
and i suddenly hate e feeling of being so lonely and empty...
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been running lots these day cause training for marathon cause i want challenge myself...and and i saw this line in my dream somewhere..haven't figured it out wat it means though it say...

strong heartbeats in a weak heart,but yet it never dies off because of a strong mind

i get e strong mind part...but e 1st part i dun exactly get it...it has got me thinking man...anw i'll be running lots these days to build up my stamina =)....run run run...

MY DEAR GIRLS THERE'S SO MUCH FOR US TO CATCH UP ON FRI!!PROMISE YOU ALL TT I'LL RUSH DOWN TO SEE YOU AFTER MY BRIEFING ON FRI =)



and kylene and jaiya i can't wait for asthetics night on e 10th of july!!!*screams* omg omg..i'm so excited...and yes kylene we are gg back to watch it this year like we promised ourselves when we were in our sweet 16...and and...jaiya seriously thanks for getting us tickets if not we all probably have forgotten abt asthetics night due to us being so busy with school work!!!LYDIA GO BACK AND WATCH WITH US..I PROMISE THERE'LL BE A SURPRISE FOR YOU!!

and kylene see this

we shall take another picture like this on e 10th of july and compare it to this and see how much we've changed in 2years =)

SEEN TENG LOVE YOU ALL LOTS...SEE YA GIRLS ON FRI!!!*muacks and winks*

in a moment everything can change
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OIH SAM!!!DON'T SMOKE LAH YOU...TSKTSKTSK...

THROW UR NEW PACKET OF CIGRATTES AWAY!!!

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empty or broken promise??
just can't figure it out...

arg...i'm sleepy...omg so much has happened lately..but more of like its leaving me with lots of tots....its really mind boggling at times and okay lets put it in chi 没意思了 reallie like....idk lah...maybe its me reading too much into it,but maybe all e while i've been innocent abt stuff ard me...aiya dunno lah...emo is here to stay again...dun tink i'm exactly speaking much sense here anw...
anw Jamie is so in debt to my bank acc tt i can say bye bye to my red havanias slipper,red crumpler bag and red ipod nano...

HAHA,TRAINING TOMORROW AND LOOK AT THE TIME JAMIE IS STILL ONLINE!!!! =)

if i was someone else,would we be 2gether..

hai~
JAMIE CHOI YOU BETTER GET UR INAC UNDERSTOOD!!!
die liao,wasted 1 whole day doing like nth much..=/
when i wanna mug,i want slp
when i wanna slp,i wanna mug
seriously wth lah!!! >.<

and my gawd....seems like my schedule is so freaking packed lah.....and almost everyday go out meet ppl whom i haven't seen for 1year+ and at e rate i'm spending money,dun need buy red crumpler bag alr for my birthday alr =.=......better start saving money liao...=/

arg...i freaking lost my student card AGAIN!!!sian-ed

and i have 2 admit sometimes guys are dumb and a pain in e ass.....no offence thou....

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILLI
hope u liked e present and there's part 2 coming up...heehee...
God Bless ya lubb euu lotss lotss....

haha...love darling,love milli,love kylene....love almost everyone.....[:
JAMIE STILL LOVE HER gfs and besties [:

and darling missed you so much and and i'll tink over everything properly...i'll rmb tt i'm blessed and such no worries alright [:
and and milli ur birthday 2moro cfm no die okay promise???though val say she want to settle office politics,tt one not my business alr hor,XD