WHOOPEE,SYDNEY IN 2 DAYS
yay,gonna be on hols in like 2 days time,and there's like so many ppl envying me,some are even asking me to pack them in my luggage,haha...but anyway i'll be like away from any com this 2 weeks,hehe...anyway i'll be away from 2th to 11th lah...so dun miss me ah???haha....

i'm gonna be like visiting most of sydney but sadly e whole thing wasn't reallie planned by me,and like mostly my mum,not so much of my taste lah,except for shopping i tell u if i have to go 2 e museum,i'll die sia....super boring one....hai just pray no museums lah...

anyway i seriously miss all my teachers,like frigging miss them,miss b is getting like big,but she misses me cause she goes like,u come visit me more often okay,then mrs pang is like happy to c me ytd lah,but anyway it was fun ytd and i dun miss sec sch life a bit,except for some lessons and teachers,hehe,ok i'm like crapping now,bye ppl

TRAINING
woah training ended at like wat,5 plus 2day????super tiring i tell u but grp 1 did a really good job considering tt they're e 1st grp to run grp games today and their games were fun okay GOOD Job group 1-ers,u have set a high standard for e rest of us,haha....

haha quiz time,this time tagged my a totally unexpected person,haha..

1. The person who last tag you is: LYDIA!!!

2. Your relationship with him/her is: hmm,lets see...okay we're ex-classmates,friends,best friends,maybe part time tutor(haha,i'm e tutor,lol)...eh...dun tink anymore unless u count e date thing,haha,lydia u know wat i mean DATE CHEMISTRY

3. Your five impression of him/her: wah...this is gonna be hard...er...
quiet,funny,love eating,LOVES GOD,super hardworking...haha,lydia is this enough???

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:haha,i know i know...she wrote me these cards on and off like end of e year and not forgetting my birthday card,haha...oh wait is this qn asking for 1 memorable thing???

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: JAY CHOU DOESN'T SUCK,HAHA(dunno if she reallie said this leh,but sth like tt lah,haha)

6.If he/she become your lover, you will: haha...lydia ask me to date CHEMISTRY so we'll nvr be lovers..haha...

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:haha...er..i dunno like i said we'll nvr become lovers cause lydia keeps on asking me to date chemistry,haha

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: hmm,i dunno maybe like cold war????but i dun tink we'll get to tt stage cause we seldom fight???or should i say nvr since i dun rmb any...haha [:

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:neither one of us wanna give way haha

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: GO SHOPPING WITH LYDIA....HAHA...LYDIA LETS GO SHOPPING!!!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: A BIT OF A NERD..haha...i tink lydia's gonna murder me for saying tt.lol....

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: I don't know,it depends on e person right????

13. The characters you love of yourself are: eh...i like myself for being myself,even though sometimes i'm totally not myself,haha..okok i'm talking crap over here..haha

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:oh my god there's too many,but i could state the no.1 hate....NOT BEING PATIENT/TOLERANT ENOUGH

15. The most ideal person you want to be is: i just wanna be myself,cause if you be another person,that no longer like the unique you...[:

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: hmm...actually i've got a lot of say de lah...thanks for the concern and I LOVE YOU ALL TOO!!!-hugs-

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel
about you.haha,oh my this is so fun...
1.Milli
2.Irfan
3.Kylene(she kena 2 tags,me and lydia,haha)
4.Edah
5.DARLING SERENA!!!!(MUST DO AH)
6.Michie
7.Jyan
8.Morgan daddy
9.Zhengyan(cannot dun do hor...if not i'll murder you,hehe)
10.LYDIA,HAHA I TAGGED YOU BACK,U BETTER DO AH...HEHE

AHHHH...TIME TO LET LOSE....
whoopee,exams are O.V.E.R. haha,yea bstats last paper lost 10marks but i dun care anymore,just go have fun lah,went buffet with mich,vick,qiyun,wk at cathay cine...we ate 51 plates of food,haha....and we sat there for like 2hrs and slightly more i tink,but its worth it,21.10 per person,and e sashimi is damm fresh sia,haha....

hmm,gonna be having hol in sydney from 2nd to 11th of next month...i duno why but it seems weird like..i always tot i was going perth,maybe because there were so many memories over there at perth...i dun much abt sydney and its stuff,but it seems tt perth's more fun,hai,dunno lah,will go then conclude cause even if i do it now,also won't be right...haha...but i tink in e end it'll still be fun although may not be as fun as perth cause it was like with sch...definitely more fun going with sch than with family,even more fun to just go with ur friends :D

i suddenly feels so lost,cause there'e like nothing to study alr,like exams over then finish then like weird weird one,nvr fail to happen after every exam,last time also like tt,now also like tt,maybe workaholics like me nvr stop working,seriously i tink if i work/study time passes quite fast,but dunno why it just seems to slow down when its exam time or sth like tt..haha tts why i always nvr study until late late one,haha...but then again,i dunno if its because of O's i've this habit now to like read and read non-stop...so its like i'll be prepared b4 exams are here...last time i was alwayssaying like,u want me take amaths,phy,chem,maths paper i can take now,which is like 1 month away from prelims,like super confident eh????haha...oh my i've like so much to talk abt,i could go on for e whole night,haha...[: nvm i'll stop here,most prob will be blogging everyday from now on,unless i dun plan to on my com,haha...but unlikely...till then toodles

HEY FRIENDS MY BESTIE KYLENE IS VOLUNTEERING FOR THE MAKE A WISH FOUNDATION,U CAN SUPPORT HER BY DROPPING BY AT RAFFLES PLACE THIS SUN,I'LL LET YA KNOW MORE ABT THE DETAILS AFTER I ASK HER AGAIN...[:

WHEE....2DOWN 1 MORE TO GO!!!
haha,oh my i'm done with 2 papers and only 1 more to go,haha,yay

ytd OC was like hard,when i 1st flipped thought e paper,it was like,omg,huh *insert word* 9marks gone liao,then slowly 10marks gone,20marks gone,30marks gone....super demoralised,nvr felt so demoralised b4 lah then slowly i just do each qn,then after tt slowly tink then can tink of some lah,so okay not,but i tink if this exam i can get more than 70 its not bad liao,cause it reallie is hard lah....and and irfan crazy sia,45mins after e paper start alr,want to walk out,then i tot he reallie know everything leh,who knows its not lor...wah lau,u walk out so fast sia....

then today CB was alright,cause i study everything liao mah,and then e paper isn't tt hard also,so can do almost all e qns except for some,i had to tink a bit b4 i could write e ans,but can say e stuff flowed quite smoothly,haha...so hope tt i can get A or A+ for my cb...

2moro no paper so can practise my bstats more,okok now i gonna take a nap,i'm tired,haha.toodles everyone...

oh my hols coming*screams*i need more $$$
who wants to watch MEET DAVE and eat PIZZA HUT????

IT WAS THE MEANEST JOKE EVER
it isn't funny at all,not a single bit...not even a teeny single bit....getting 10/23 for OC told me to wake up....now u tell me its a joke?????wth screw the system...now that i got 19.5 for my OC the system told me i got 10....wth seriously wat e hell....damm system made this gal here damm upset,did u know i was bawling my eyes out when i couldn't figure out how i even got so low....i dun even rmb myself not answering many questions,and all e qns were alright to me...and then u told me tt i got a 10...PERFECT 10...nice ah...damm it...

this joke,i tink its the worst joke i ever had in my life...reallie no.1 sia...kena pwn,now i know how it feels...damm it...chill,how can i chill....u wouldn't understand how i feel,u telling ME a person who have been getting super good grades for chem that she flunk and that its a mistake...she can't take this joke....she can't...

I FLUNK BIG TIME
i'm seriously sad because i flunk OC 10/23 is seriously beyond my limits,and i still tot tt i was going to get like quite well...and the thing is tt i flunk without knowing why i even flunk,carless mistake maybe,i dunno but wateva it is its a wake up call with me,i dunno why whenever i flunk only then i wake up..last year also like that,physics flunk then buck up,maybe this is wat i really need to motivate me...i've nvr seen ME getting an A in common test and now a F in end of term test....i tink i must be the biggest loser,ppl improve from F to A i DEPROVE from A to F....wth man...

running didn't reallie help me in e end...running this morning was maybe a total waste...i did sweat but i didn't sweat out the unhappiness....damm it...bad luck again,maybe should have expected it when my left eye was twiching...now i'm EMOzzz

MAYBE I TRIED TOO HARD
i'm feeling sorry now,like reallie sorry,cause i tried a little too ard on something and it didn't work out well...hmm how to put it,lets just say i kinda ruined everything and made it even worst

to the person:i'm sorry tt i forgot about ur feelings i just wanted you to be happier and then u kinda just woke me up by this one line __________ and now i realised tt u were right,totally right,it seems that this time when i wanted to make things right,i just forget abt ur feelings...i tink i hurt you through my words,this is wat happens when i dun filter them,i dunno if we can still act as if nothing happened cause i'm sure my words have hurt you...but no matter what i just wanna tell u this,i care about you not because i have to but because i love you...i love you for who u re

080808
woot,080808 is here,haha i hear a lot of ppl are tying e knot today,haha....oh and i've been looking forward to this day not because of e date but because of the olympics,haha...how can a sports idiot like me not be excited,hmm,wonder if singapore can get a single medal at the games this year....we shall see...

hai,i'm a bit sad now,cause i didn't go back to sch to celebrate national day,but nvm e most impt is teachers day,haha...and yes i've promised mrs pang tt i'll be back...[:

omg,exams are gonna be here so soon,10more days to my 1st paper,oh shitty,i haven't even like revised half,i'm so dead...

MY MOOD WAS ON TOP AND RIGHT AT THE BOTTOM
hmm,its been quite a busy week,had OC test,prac and theory...was alright should said but i reallie studied a lot and only a small bit came out....hai...

reallie dunno wat to say le lah...emo last night,today still a bit...i'm sad,really SAD abt one thing...won't talk abt it but all i know is tt....YOU no matter wat happens,i'll always be there for you...and just to let u know i was reallie happy tt time,cause i saw e real you and tts wat is all i want...i still rmb wat u told me...ppl have to accept us for our own personality....

oh and 2day someone managed to make my mood turn from like a bit sad to very happy,haha....hope he's e one...

#i'll wait for the right time...