WHAT IF I TOLD U,IT WAS ALL MEANT TO BE
hai...feel emo now...haha just now * needed help and i wanted to help but then couldn't,felt like so useless larh...and somemore he had to mention tt 2 words i dreaded...its like all e flashback of e past,it made me damm sad larh...i mean like its not tt i want it this way,but then i can't help it,really really damm damm sad...and i tot * was like becoming a new person tt i didn't know but then it turned out wrong...its like misjudgement again...i swear tts e worst thing i have...judgement..i'm always too fast to judge but then i only learn abt it like later....sry ppl....i know i may have hurt ur feelings somehow.......

TO SOMEONE SPECIAL
i'm really really sry,maybe it was all meant to be like tt,i know u tried to tell me to forget u,but i just can't not tt i want to but then when it seems tt i can put u down,sth else just pops up and stop me so suddenly...its like e flashback of everything start coming to me...to let u know seriously i was almost in tears once again..u know i cried for u once,and i dun want to again cause i know its not worth it...i want to be strong again,just like u told me to,but then again if there wasn't u at 1st,there won't be e JAMIE i am now....i'm sry i just can't forget u,it makes me miss u even more....
*i know won't even see this but then again i just wanna write this all out*

CLONE
haha,okok mr mak tot us abt cloning today,so during lesson irfan and i tot so sth funny which i tink i should share with everyone.....mr mak was like can we clone an irfan,NO,WHY???cause 1 irfan is enough alr..so we both came up with this

IF you were to clone an army of morgans and daniels...and if they all were to interact with milli,milli will laugh like hell and everyone will follow(cause milli's laughter is damm contageious)and then e whole world will die,hahaha..

yea so like tt lor...okok i dunno if milli is laughing now or wat???but then MILLI SEE THIS--->HA,HA,HA.....

okok i'm just being lame now,wat to do pcb lesson,so u can't blame me for being lame....INFOTECH LESSON SUCKS...

SCHOOL...
haha,okok 1st day of sch,was okay larh,but was disappointed with some stuff,like meeting kylene for such a short time,i wanted to spend more time with her lor...and and my organic chem ct results,hai...i'll just say i can definitely do much much better...hai....okok time to study liao,wat to do i know i haven't done very well for ct so must buck up,jiayou eh...haha...it seems easy to say but its so hard to put it into practise,sian man...

JAMIE CHOI DON'T GIVE UP,YOU'LL GET THE GRADES U WANT IF YOU WORK HARD,JIAYOU!!!!

#perserverance will get me there someday

July 16, 1991

Lucky Color: Amber
Personality Strengths: Compassion, Love
Personality Weakness(es): Ego
Successful Career Path: Fashion
Sense of Humor Style: Slapstick
Adjectives to Describe You: enterprising, upredictable
Description:
A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!

I'M SAYING MY THANKS
okok half a term gone and like i always do,this year also no diff,start my thanks 1st ah

Milli:dear/mummy/jie...haha...got so many names eh,lol...really thanks a lot for wat u've done for e larh,reallie cannot describle it with words lor...seriously all i can say is tt,i'm thankful tt u even came into my life larh...its like u really are such a nice nice person to me and and u really do understand me,sometimes i dun have to explain it,u'll know wat i want liao lor...really really a million thanks for accepting me for who i really am and and thanks for everything,love u lots and lots and lots and lots...-hugs-

Kylene:hey gal,i dun tink i need to say much cause i tink u alr know i gonna say ah..thanks a lot for being there for me at times...and and for being so understanding...seriously wat better friend to ask for than u,haha...love u lots also

Jyan;hey jie,thanks thanks coming into my life,even thou i didn't really know u at 1st,but u are a really really nice person lor....hehe...and and somemore same birthday as me,haha.....sisters eh...haha,love ya lot..and and i'm glad tt u trust me with ur secret,haha dun worry its allso safe with me,[:

Lydia:hey gal,u smarty pants..ask me to date chemisty tt time,u good sia,haha...just kidding larh,anyway thanks for everything,even thou we haven't really hangout so much this year,haha...i'm thanking for all e laughter we had,lol....

Edah:haha...edah u say i stay at vivocity 2nd floor male toliet last cubical right???u good,next time i dun let u go my hse,lol...haha just kidding larh..okok u are super duper cool larh,and and we both know kylene,haha
nice one seh,oh ya oh ya we haven't finish playing battle of e fingers haha..haha,u're going down my dear gal,lol..i giving u chance one,u want to raise tt white flag of ur alr????

Michie:hahahaha...omg,u are so crazy at time(although not as bad as milli)but u seriously are very very nice person...esp like ppl's birthday,so much effort in e present,haha...right milli??tt cert of her,haha,okok anyway thanks for being my friend lah,haha,and and u are seriously a great great person,haha,love ya

Morgan:DADDY!!!omg,omg,thanks thanks for all tt funny laughters i had e 1st term,haha,and and u're a super funny person with daniel,no one can own u 2 lor..u 2 PERFECT COMBO for laughing,now i know why milli has tt 5hr record,haha

Daniel:hey dude,u are funny and cool seriously cool in a fun way larh,stay tt way,tts e daniel i like,haha...and i know u wouldn't blame me for tt cream birthday incident,haha

Irfan:hey bro,haha omg omg...haha we became a scandalous pair,haha...anyway u're super fun larh...and and in lectures and everything also,esp chan sii pann yan,haha,okok we shall work hard to get into dip plus,in chem,haha chiong together...gls unite,haha...LIFE SCI GLs ALL THE WAY

To my 07chem/phy tuition mates:thanks for all e laughter larh,even though we didn't really see each other so much this year,but i seriously miss tues and thurs without u all larh,all so fun hangout together,esp jacking jay eh..haha...rmb all e good times

To some of 04ers(those tt i closer to):haha,u guys are seriously a fun bunch of ppl larh,hehe..we should really meet up a bit more often,haha,lol..do wel in wateva u want ah..dun give up esp zy hor,haha.[:

To K3 kappa tau suan:thanks for giving me such a fun start in poly life,thanks a lot ppl,love u all,tau suan sticky always,[:
We're the Legacy

To all my fellow GLs:haha,thanks for being together,lets keep tt spirt up,haha...do everything together ah,eat,sleep,shit,talk,lepak,everything hor..1 for all and all for 1,GLs is 1 big family

1M06:haha,u all ah...thanks larh,we as a class is funny and lame at times,esp with name calling,but yea it is fun hangout with u ppl somtimes,esp some of a few of u all who can joke one,haha

haha so yeap,i tink tt it,haha,omg..i dun want to go back to sch leh,it sucks

#is history gonna repeat itself again????

WILL HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF AGAIN

woah...a week passes super duper fast,esp when its hold and u're having fun...damm it..why only 2weeks of hols....arg...not sch again...ah...homework...wateva part and parcel of life...damm


okok its been a week since i updated my blog,sry peeps too many thing to do...and i'm totally like squeezed out dry of money...okok,nvm...lets see wat i did this week again


mon:
do IT project at toa payoh somemore cause andre wanted it there,BORING....NEXT...


tues:
do cell bio project with michelle and paula...was fun since it wasn't like ppt presentation,haha...and and paula can draw larh,pro sia and michelle was really good at all e knowledge stuff,kudos to both of them...oh oh and miraclely i manged to do my project non-stop from 9am-11pm...power..


wed:
omg...this day so fun cause got gl training,haha e usual pt and e games after tt...this week theme for grp names was chocolates,haha..so 3 grps called themselves timeout,kisses and kit kat...and and e cheers were really funny also,esp kisses oeh cheer larh..wah lau all my hair stand up lor...right milli???after training we went to lepak at grandstand for a while b4 going to orchard with milli,morgan,jyan,irfan,edah and michie,haha..so fun sia...we all laughed like non stop oh oh and i have to mention this milli was laughing non-stop b4 of tt cup incident and straw,damm funny but i dun tink i'm gonna type it all out,too long,ask me on msn if u want,haha


thurs:
1M06 class outing,watch kung fu panda,actually i didn't want to but then they bought tickets alr so just watch lor,hai....but anyway it was like i really HIT THE JACKPOT tt day..okok it goes like this,i went into e cinema and went to e row,i saw 2 ppl siting down there alr,so i just sat beside tt other person,then when i sat down e gal beside me was like

gal:OMG....hahaha,(smiling and laughing at me non-stop)
me:(in my mind)huh???who is this ah??i dun rmb i know this gal u know
is it a case of mistaken identity???

then after a while when it gets slightly brighter,e gal looked at me again,then i was like OMG...GWENDOLYN my cousin...seriously so qiao larh..then i whacked her head cause she didn't call me,so fun sia...really hit e jackpot larh..so of all places we had to meet each other in e cinema at marina gv....and i totally was suprised to see her larh...sweet man..oh oh and and b4 i told my class tt my cous was sitting beside me they tot i was violent and started whacking a public member,nice one seh,haha


oh ya and 1 more thing..e guys in my class who play pool totally sucks at it,haha


fri:
omg...e happiest day i had during e whole week,met up with darryl,milli,morgan,irfan,daniel to go out and have fun...so we went lunch and like were all joking ard...then we went arcade and bowling lor...so damm fun hanging out with these guys..its like during bowling there wer a few funny incidents,ooh ooh and i had my 1st strike,haha,yea

Milli's incident 1:
milli:i want to get a 10pound ball
me:(follows her to go find)
milli:(found one and then e next thing she fitted her fingers in it was abt to carry back to e bowling lane and then)...jamie help me do sth...
me:wat???
milli:help me hold the damm ball so that i can pull my thumb out,its stuck!!!
me:(hold it and milli pulls her thumb out and then there's a loud pop sound)
all 6 of us:laughs like mad...non stop

milli incident2:
milli:(ready to bowl) then she throws e ball and e ball flys a few feet b4 touching e ground,making a slight dent on e lane,lol...
morgan:OEH...NOT ANOTHER DENT,I WANNA BOWL LEH.....

morgan incident:
milli:daddy if u strike u become gal ah,cause e ppl who stike are all gals only
morgan:we shall see(bowls e ball after tt and it is a strike)
milli:U'RE OFFICIALLY GAL NOW(to morgan)
morgan:lol,okok i am gal(acts really really gal after tt and makes milli and me laugh,haha)

irfan incident:
irfan:(bowls e ball and it going into e long kang)
morgan:ooh long kang ball
(1 sec later)
morgan:huh????e ball turn back at e last moment????and hit e pins,haha

so yea it was fun bowling with them larh,haha and milli was aiming to get e lowest score cause she didn't try b4,haha...lol
so after bowling we met up with jyan to play arcade for a while,then after tt we went buy drinks and headed down to celebrate daniel's birthday,haha..and then after dinner we went to buy cake for him..so after we finish eating,milli and i started 2 play with cream on e cake,but she put e cream on yewey and i put it on daniel,who know i got hit back from daniel with cream,ON MY HAIR SOMEMORE LARH,haha...so yea fun sia..haha...after tt lepak session aka laughing session,lol...hai damm damm super duper uber fun hanging out with these ppl larh,love them to bits and pieces,haha

okok so tts wat i did for e whole week,haha..hai..i've a very very strong feeling now tt history gonna repeat itself...it was me and * last time,now its me and ^ this time...i really really scared tt its all gonna start again,maybe i shouldn't be so close to them at 1st......

MAJONG!!!!
okok i'm back from jie's hse,haha had fun playing majong since i didn't play for a long time..haha i won all e rounds except 1 which jiayi zha hu when i was making my big fan hu...arg...nvm larh...then we played like cheat and doreamon uno...haha...fun larh..then we went botak jones for dinner,haha...got somemore details but i lazy to type out now,haha

ok feeling emo now because of some things...dunno if it is because i'm tired or wat...but i'm really emoing now....and this concerns dear...tell me tt we can still hang out together...*sobs* i tink i'm at e verge of crying soon...

OOH...I'M SO IN LOVE WITH GV GOLD CLASS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!!!!

hi ppl...sry haven't been blogging for e past few days..okok...i went to GV Gold Class on thurs to watch hulk movie and seriously i'm in love with it now....oh ya and and e tickets were free best of all...haha...they had like super comfy sofas larh..and and its like they provided blanket and e service is like really really good,and e food also...i couldn't even finish my dessert larh...haha..hey morgan daddy,next time go with me then u can finish my dessert,haha...and and best of all,e sound system is damm good larh...wah seh...too bad no pics to show u all sian man....haha and b4 e movie starts,they let u enjoy and hang out in this super cool lounge larh....seriously so in love with it now,haha..okok enough of tt liao

ytd lydia came my hse to mug chem...haha..and seriously i realised sth...e stuff tt jc ppl learn,poly also learn(life sci sch) except jc use chim chim words,lmao ah...why so chim sia,haha....and and today i went shopping spree,haha....bought like 2 sleeveless clothes,haha...wanted to like buy a lot of stuff my mummy didn't allow,haha...nvm larh,lol

okok 2moro going to see e stalford ppl,omg,so miss them nvr see them for like 4mths liao,haha...gonna crash jie's hse,haha...bye peeps,enjoy e rest of ur hols when u can,haha

MILLI I MISS YOU,HAHA,LOVE YA LOTS MUMMY -HUGS-

SUPER DUPER SHACKED ALREADY
haha ppl i just came back from gl training not long ago...haha..i'm tired lor,not because e activites were hiong or wat,but just tt i had to wake up very early to go sch

haha...woke up at 7.30 to go breakfast with daddy,haha in e end we only left e hse at like 8am,haha...then after tt he sent me to sch which i so didn't expect it cause i was tinking he was gonna send me to e mrt stn only...but then we were caught in e morning jam and seriously i hoped tt it didn't cause him to be late for his meeting this morning at 9.30

hmm,so after i reached sch i realised tt i was e 1st person then like gg larh,only 22ppl turned up lor..and somemore quite a few were late larh...so we did like pt from 9.30-11am...i could do all e stretches,jumping jacks,push ups....but was a bit sad tt i didn't finish e campus run...cause i got stiches and couldn't like have enough air to breathe....so like felt blury larh...sian man...sad sia....regreting tt i didn't push on just now...damm it man...but then i was like thankful tt all e GLs actually cheered me on...really feel e spirit there larh,hope we can keep it this way...Life sci Gls all the way

so after tt was lunch...then got to mingle ard with e gls then was games after tt,haha....was fun larh...i had to eat a lot of celery and banana coated in planta and chocolate and sweets....chew e celery until my jaws tired cause my grp ppl didn't like celery so i decided to eat more of it,haha...then had to do sushi roll and seriously really need a lot of team work larh,haha....in e end our team kinda won,haha...so yea had fun

then got debrief after tt and had to share our tots for e day...tt morgan ah...keep on looking at me...want me to start e ball rolling lor...wah seh...daddy nice one ah...haha...after debrief we went shower then i waited for milli dear to shower and stuff but in e meanwhile i was talking to jiawei and gerald,they both damm funny lor,haha...super gay couple larh,haha...but i know they're totally straight,ok wait maybe not jiawei but i'm quite sure gerald is,haha

so played dear's psp while waiting for her to finish showering....then went bukit timah plaza KFC and thanks jiawei for e 10bucks treat,haha...so yea...after tt talk to dear for a while then went home liao...very tired lor,haha....

oh ya irfan bro..u super duper missed out 2day larh...water games leh..u confirm say damm shiok one,haha...too bad dude tt u skipped training 2day,haha

haha...i saw this somewhere to day and i just wanna post it here

another quiz,tio tagged by my bro irfan...haha

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Dont read the questions until you have named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 8 people to do this.not in order.( meaning i put 1-20 first, then randomly fill the spots.)
1. Irfan
2. Milli dear
3.Kylene
4.Lydia
5.Edah
6.Jehanne
7.Michelle
9.Morgan
10.Samuel
11.Zhengyan
12.Affi
13.Arwin
14.Amanda
15.Sarah
16.Jiawei
17.Dickson
18.Jeremy
19.Jaiya
20.Seetha

How did you meet 14 [amanda]?
haha...at LSCT FOC...we're glaistig babies,haha....

What if 9 [morgan] and 20 [seetha] dated?
hahaha nice one...they'll nvr ever be together,haha

will 6 [jehanne] and 17 [dickson] date?
lol...haha...confirm super big NO....cause jehanne has donald already...haha...sry dickson...u don't stand a chance,lol

Describe 3 [kylene]
best friends since sec 1...
very into drama....
loves eating chocolates and many many more stuff
super hilarious at time...
haha...understand me a lot...
there's more but too much to write everything here,lol

Decribe 7 [michelle]
haha....she's super funny,good friend of milli,jyan and edah...totall cool gal like to laugh like mad also,hahah

what would you do if 18 [jeremy]confesses to you that he/she likes you?haha....just stun lor...and then tell him its not possible...come on larh..it wouldn't even happen in e 1st place lol....gg

what language does 15 [sarah]speak?
english,malay...and maybe another language tt i still dunno,haha

who is 9 [morgan] going out with?
haha...daddy who u going out with ah????lol

how old is 16? [jiawei]
er...17 this year,haha

when is the last time you spoke to 13 [arwin]?
on msn lor..and he asked me to guess wat LTC mean...eh hello u tink i so free to guess ah???

who is 2's [milli dear] favourtite band/singer?
er dunno leh..but i tink fun have fav...she like listen to everything de lor...haha

would you ever date 4 [lydia]?
haha....lydia u wanna date me????lol...

would you date 1 [irfan]?
haha...i dun mind but someone already made us a "couple" already...dunno who ah????

is 19 [jaiya] single?
er....last time no..now dunno,haha...jaiya must tell me ah....

would you ever be in a relationship with 11 [zhengyan]?
haha...we both are too busy with work...how to date sia,lol

school of 3? [kylene]
NP FMS mass com,haha

where does 6 live? [jehanne]
er...in clementi..haha

what us your favourite thing about 5 [edah]?
er...she says funny jokes tt can make me laugh like mad and go totally high....and she has funny actions too,lol....

have you seen 2 [milli dear]naked?
O.O huh????er....NO LARH....come on larh...she's always clothed when do i ever see her naked????funny sia this qn....

those i tag
kylene
lydia
jason
serena
michelle
morgan
jelin
asyraf

SO CALL "CAMP"
haha...i just got back from my cous hse this morning...i went to sleep over maybe tt explains why i wasn't online for e past 2 day eh????
haha so anyway its like i went over on fri afternoon and then we went for lunch after tt a swim...was seriously a super long time since i swam larh,haha...no breath sia...swim 2 laps already pant like siao....haha..my 2 niece were like super excited larh...like totally hyper like tt...
then after tt we took a nap both refused to sleep until i said.....yi yi love to sleep u know...then after tt they both slept,haha...
so after tt we went out for dinner and then we went borders read some books and then went home to watch national treasure and its seriously a nice movie larh...mystery,haha...my favourite,hehe...after tt went to bed already

so next day went for breakfast at rocks cafe and then went home after tt.....and it was like raining larh...super bored sia..only like 4plus then we left e hse to go ecp to go cycling...haha i cycled on my own cause e 2 gals cycle so slow...then nvr wait for them liao,haha....so after tt went dinner and then went swimming again at night....

water was super cold when i jumped in...haha...then swim breadth length instead of e full laps..but it was like 12 times i tink...so anyway went up after tt and then watch e 1st show of narnia....haha...went for supper after tt....so after supper went to sleep liao...haha....e 2 gals super tired larh..slept in e car...then i was like super wide awake,haha...

anyway after tt e next morning already,tts when i'm home,haha.....i seriously feel not as fit as b4 larh.....since there's no PE lessons now..sian man.....must really buff myself up during hols...no excuse...

omg...cycling at east coast 2moro with zhane and affi...haha...so fun...looking forward to it,yay

1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2.Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. no cheating
4.With your answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5.Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Don't tell me by Avril Lavigne(so not true...)

Will you get far in life?
Irreplaceable by Beyonce(lol....maybe i'll)

How do your friends see you?
Take me Away bye Avril Lavigne(o.O)

Will you get married?
我也很想他 by 孙燕姿

What is your best friend's theme song?
Break my heart by Hilary Duff(lol.....damm funny Kylene,Lydia,Milli u 3 want ur heart to be broken ah????)

What is the story of your life?
天黑黑 by 孙燕姿(lol...so not true)

What was high school like?
很好 by 孙燕姿(lol...so tt mean tt poly life's gonna be fun,haha)

How can you get ahead in life?
一千年以后 by LinJJ(lol...it doesn't ans e qn,haha)

What's the best thing about your friends?
Bad Day by Daniel Powter(lol....all my friends are having bad days,haha)

What's in store for this weekend?
Addicted by Simple Plan(haha...addicted to wat???)

Describe your grandparents
我怀念的 by 孙燕姿(o.O)

How's your life going?
中国话 by S.H.E

What song will they play at your funeral?
Start if something new by HSM(lol...haha....)

How does the world see you?
Pump it by Black eye peas(lol....pump wat sia????pump energy ah???maybe lor)

Will you have a happy life?
Here without you by 3 doors down(hmm...maybe a bit larh)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Right Back in the water by Jesse McCartney

How can you make yourself happy?
Won't go home without you by Maroon 5(haha,lol...maybe larh since i dun like 2 stay at home,haha)

What should you do with your life?
Potential Breakup Song by Aly and Aj(lol...how many breakups am i gonna have????)

Will you ever have children?
我的爱 by 孙燕姿

What song would you strip to?
Why don't u kiss her by Jesse Mccartney(o.O...)

What does your mum think of you?
I lay my love on you by westlife(haha...its true,lol)

What song would be played at your wedding?
You don't mean anything(lol...confirm got no wedding lor...wth)

I choose:
Irfan
Milli
Kylene
Lydia
Zhane

JUST PURE PLAIN FUN
haha...today last day of ct...yay...finally finish liaoo...no mugging for a few days...maybe i'll just read up on like e next few chaps 1st,haha...call me nerd or wateva i dun care...cause this gal ain't tt good in her studies...lol...

anyway went out with milli irfan and yewey just now...it was seriously funny larh...e movie and laughing at random thing and of course the *ahem* thing....wah lau thanks u 2 ar....anyway i bought myself a plain ring with words engraved on it and a star dog-tag from diva...nice seh...haha...spent quite a lot also...hmmm still looking for tt pure black hoodie for myself...i want i want...and u know wat maybe i'm gonna get my contact lens for myself soon....dun care if parents dun pay for it...i'm gonna pay it with my own money,haha

APOLOGIES
okay ppl i've deleted e last post,apparently i've hurt my bro....sry bro...seriously tt person wasn't u....so yup...SRY AH,but one thing's for u...i'm not gonna change myself again to suit you,u'll just have to accept me for who i am...too bad if u dun like my personality....and jie...yup yup i won't change anymore...cause if i do,it won't be me tt u know[:

MOVIE TIME 2MORO...ANYONE WANNA JOIN MILLI IRFAN AND ME?????HAHA...mummy dun emo anymore...if u want to emo i emo with u ok???

1 last test 2moro....fight against it,don't give up...cause failure and retreat's not an option to me....FIGHT IT HEAD ON,GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH NO REGRETS...