MAYBE I LOST MYSELF ALONG THE WAY
hey peeps i know i haven't updated for like a while...so i'm using my 6hr break to blog now,haha,yes 6HRS break..haha...oh ya wait arh....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDAH,LOVE YA LOTS [:

ytd gls training pt,campus run,then water and dirty games...and e dirty games are really dirty,like they rub planta all over ur head into ur scalp like shampoo like tt,haha..so yea and i showered 2 times even though after e 1st time i knew it was clean,so yea...haha...and thanks vanessa and renee for dropping me on the floor larh,thanks arh...[:

ytd i tink i lost myself also...dun ask me why and how i lost it...and believe me i tink my acting is damm good,i managed to cover it up so well that even my closest friends didn't notice it at all...all e pain and sadness within me,well maybe because its like i didn't want them to worry abt me and stuff like tt...but i swear i really was damm down ytd except tt i covered it all up with my laughter and enthu-ness....maybe i really lost e real me,i dunno...i really dunno lah..

#they say time heals everything,but maybe for me,time didn't work its "medicine" on me....

just 1 word....EMO

I WAS JUST THINKING
hmm,okok i'm not in an emo state or watsoeva now but just now i was tinking....wat happened if there wasn't e ppl in my life now...then i was like...hmm....it wld be pretty darn boring i bet...cause its like this


hmm,so u see how much u ppl are so impt for me...its like without u all my life would be uberly boring....

no JEMM,morgan,kylene,etc... to make me laugh like mad
no kylene to talk crap with or just talk abt guys and stuff
no everything lah,basically tts it lor...

YOU ALL ROCK MY WORLD!!!!

#4 more days,can i pretend that nothing has happened???

16/07/08
haha since i've promised to blog abt my whole birthday i shall keep it,but then this post wouldn't have anything on my presents yet since i haven't received all,haha,i've got apologies from friends abt giving me late birthday presents,well anyway if anyone of u ppl happens to see this,it alright larh,i rather e tot than e present itself,haha,okok anyway thanks in advance ppl and to all those tt gave me presents,haha,shall save e presents part for another blog post,haha..okok e whole routine..

my phone was like vibrating like mad from all e midnight birthday msges...after seeing all of them went to slp liao....went to sch taking like bus and train...then i reached sch ard like 7.40plus i tink,if my memory isn' failing me,haha...so got bstats lecture and then cb then oc prac,then break,haha went for lunchy at megabites was super full larh seriously like cause i ordered like set meal and i seriously couldn't finish it,considering the fact that i ordered creamy sauce spag,
haha...so after tt got a call from milli dear,haha the JEMM wanted me to meet them at emart,so meet lor,was hanging ard with my class at emarty then asyraf passed me a present,haha a toy monkey,lol..then after tt the JEMM came back then ask me this and tt and stuff,after a while give me e present,haha...then they gave me this little cake chocolate sth,haha was nice larh,and they sang like birthday song for me,haha,thanks to e 4 of u all,haha..then edah tried to smear my face with e chocolate when i was putting it into my mouth,haha,but failed,lol...then after tt went pcb class,was really in a heck care him mode,haha,wasn't listening at all larh,lol...and wateva test next week,i'll just read through,lol...IT's so not me sia....wateva larh...then after lesson,milli,edah and me,send jyan to dunno where and michie to bus-stop then after tt went to games room to play dunno wat game,then switch to jungle speed after tt,haha....was damm fun lor...we almost knocked off milli's 100plus drink and then tt thingy in e game flew off e table and like got somemore stuff like er...hand collision,anyhow grab and stuff like tt,lol man,haha...was really fun larh,haha...and we at some part laugh like shit like tt larh
haha...then after tt went for training...and i swear if u have a birthday on training day,nvr let wenliang know...he was like singing happy birthday song like dunno how many times sia...haha...i totally lost count liao lor,gg man...then got pt,campus run,i quite like e run larh,cause got cheering and stuff,haha love it man...then after tt got like splitted into grps and was in e same grp as wenliang AGAIN FOR LIKE E 4TH TIME,WTH....ya so after tt got station games,battleship and tic tac toe,haha...was fun and i seriously got damm wet,haha b4 e game even started for battleship larh,haha thanks milli for e spraying of water,MY EAR KENA SO MUCH WATER LARH,gg sia...so after tt we sang birthday song for jyan since she's my grp welfare for tt day,then they sing for me...and after e "we" cheer they all sing again for me and jyan,haha...so was very fun and quite touched also larh,haha
so after changing to dry clothes we went kap to have mini celebration,then had to go quite soon after tt,morgan daddy and daniel send me to bus-stop and they made me laugh quite a bit,haha...so took train home then my real daddy fetch me home from train stn,then got mini celebration at home,got to celebrate with cheese cake,haha...then after tt mummy was like asking me....u want to blow candles a not???haha told her dun need larh,save it,haha...so eat cake then shower and then made a wish for my birthday,e wish cannot say larh,but its not a simple as everyone may think,haha...so like tt lor...reallly had a great time tt day larh,jie i hope u did too,haha...[:

okok blog again soon,after i get all my presents,meanwhile,Jamie has to catch up on her tv shows and homwork,if not schoolwork cause exams are coming like real soon,haha

Tags replies...
sia larh,so many ppl tag my blog in one day so i'll reply u all here cause if i reply u all at my taggie,its gonna be messy,haha

Wenliang:hey u where got mia-ing tt day???u were at ushering lor,haha,and and why u say char smaller than an atom???and and i'm not violent so irfan's not at any risk if he bullies me,anyway e person he bullying is char lor,lol

hongming:haha yes i agree irfan's a naughty boy and NO,NO,NO milli and morgan's not married,they are so call my daddy and mummy only lor...

Jyan&MiLLi:haha yes yes agree so much GL family tree is damm damm complicated larh,so many families,so many diff names for just person,u 2 are living examples lor

asyraf:haha,cause i got no money,if not i would have asked u to go liao..[:

MiLLi:haha u always hide behind ppl lor,i dun even rmb seeing 1 photo with ur whole body in it larh,haha...even FOC picture also like tt,hide behind e flaggie huh...

Jyan:haha yes yes 2 more days so u must get well soon hor,haha,omg anyway a lot of ppl falling sick now lor,haha

haha,okok my mood's so much better this week haha,and and ytd wa my chinese birthday and i didn't knowabt it until i went home ytd when my mum told me so,so yea,had like a little celebration,so then i was tinking again,do ppl even celebrate their own chinese birthday at all????its like i dun tink ppl will even celebrate now larh,unless its like u still come from a family tts like very cantonese or stuff,and maybe tt explains why i had my chinese birthday celebration,haha

okok since my mood is better i'll keep it up,to anyone who's reading now,if anyone there's shit on me or kpkb me this week,u're so dead,i'll make sure i'll piss ur day out,i'm serious..so looking forward to fri,movie ushering and fun,haha,=)

haha tio tag by irfan,okok i'll do e thing larh
RULES: i am supposed 2 type 20 random tings abt me, then for every min i spend, i am supposed 2 tag that amount of ppl.

hmm,time now is 8.46
1.I'm Jamie
2.I love my dear milli
3.i'm in bms
4.i'm quite close to irfan
5.i love my darling gl family
6.i love kylene
7.i love lydia
8.i love sports
9.i play netball
10.i'm crazy abt adrenline
11.i have a crazy laughter
12.i love going high
13.i love to eat
14.i'm not a picky eater
15.i can cook pretty well
16.i'm very independent
17.i love to play pool
18.i love 07 chem phy tuition grp to e core
19.i love to shop
20.i can be emo...
time end 8.49
e 3 ppl i tag is er...kylene,zhengyan and and er...serena

haha okok done liao,hai sian man,got so much work to do then so little time,haha,hmm lecture's starting soon,can't wait for fri man,oh ya and another thing,i'm not so emo alr larh,i am recovering from my own emoness so yea,i'm getting better...

THE CHEERING POWER PACK
haha,ytd got GL training then i'm taking this little time b4 cb lecture to blog a bit..hmm so ytd was like GL training got intro to the main com on who is what and stuff like tt so yea lor...then got standardised bottle alr,so training became stricter larh,but it was alright larh...then went for pt and them there come e power pack,its like we have to cheer when running so wenliang,darryl,me,amanda,irfan,sherman,renee were cheering non-stop then in e end e SGLs wanted e back to cheer only got kumar to cheer,hai a bit sad cause some still dunno e cheers larh,then we no choice have to lead...so yea but anyway e power pack liked cheering larh,so cool lor...haha...ans and i was proud of myself ytd during campus run..not because i said all the cheers but because i could run the whole campus run without feeling tt tired and cheering all e way somemore,so yea...

oh oh and b4 tt went to meet milli b4 training and had a little talk larh..haha...u know wat we talked abt gal...shh.........haha,oh oh and and after training i wanted to give her a hug but then i was super sweaty then we were like moving non-stop like when u play ball games tts kind of reflexes,haha,so yea was fun larh,haha...okok gotta go liao since i'm not using my com,haha bye

#I DIDN'T GIVE UP,NO I DIDN'T...