been such a wreck this week...dun want 2 elaborate...i only know it's getting like...some should just really stop it,some i know will always be there for me...LOVE ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS...JAMIE LOVES YOU ALL!!!!!!

to get the msg across i first have 2 get it through myself

I CAME HOME,BEING CHANGED IN 2WAYS
hmm...well this week has passed so fast again...another few blinks its gonna be exams alr ]: anw...getting on 2 e main stuff...i changed myself in 2ways today...why so leh...cause i'm a medic who's waiting for my cert [: another is tt i've been such a resilience person e whole of ytd and today...evidence is in sport climbing and the night cycling...


well its like 16th&17th of Jan is such a fun day...lets c ah

16012009
0000:was doing IPC practical work
0000-0115:was doing IPC lab report
0115-0300:watch videos on youtube and chat online
0300-0700:slp
0700:wake yingli up
0700-0800:slp
0800-1030:wake up,collect yingli's lappie then go sch
1030-1300:D&D booth
1300-1500:CATS lesson
1500-1700:Sport climbing,well i did abselling,and climbed 9m of the high difficulty wall [:
1700-2045-go home shower eat dinner go back sch
2045-000:night cycling


17012009
0000:i was in sch waiting for night cycling to start
0001-0630:cycled from sch to newton hawker centre then back to sch
0630-0830:showered in sch,eat hotcakes for breakfast(i actually couldn't finish my milo)
0831-0935:travelling time to RCTC for medic course,e bunch of us were actually late for 35mins
0936-1200:refresh contents of medic course
1200-1230:nap in class
1230-1500:medic theory and exam(i passed)
1500-1730:went to justacia to eat and walk walk ard plaza sing
1730-2015:take super long bus rides just to slp on it
2015-2130:Dinner with yingli and irfan and wait with irfan for his bus
2130-2215:wait for yingli to get onto bus then take bus home after tt [:
2215-0000:use com,talk 2 gwen,then go slp

so yea tt has been my 2 days of busy busy week...well there's more 2 come esp on chi new year week...oh oh and e total no. of hours i slp this week is 34hrs...haha somewat was more than i expected,hehe....

ROUGH DAY OUT THERE
seriously 2day is e day where i got so dulan and super fun and okay oh oh and also a part of me got mad with someone...like seriously...dulan cause of projects..like so much probs and stuff and also e class ppl...super fun cause netball ivp semi's and OMG NUS won TP by just 1 freaking point....then e okay is e other stuff...e got mad with someone is tt is just plain unreasonable...and to someone arh...u not pretty when you * [:

okok,still got work 2 be done...sian...i tink this week i might not have more than 24hrs of sleep

HEALTH STATUS
hmm...your dear workAHOlic here has like taken a few health test today,to conclude its like this

LOW blood pressure(107/53)
blood group:A+
underweight range for BMI(18+)
60HEARTbeats per minute
STRESSED and SHAGGED body

like seriously...idk lah this week is like...quite a rough week for me...and idk why someone just won't put down his pride and start all over again...its like...idk if its e person or me...but it just seems to me tt you aren't trying hard enough....i've alr had enough alr lah....like seriously i'm stepping into shit time and time again,damm freaking dulan alr lah......forget it lah,just start numbing myself with work all over again,maybe tts why i enjoy being a workAHOlic...

whatever will be - vanessa hudgens
Vanessa Hudgens Whatever Will be Lyrics:
Sometimes I feel like I'm a
bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and
envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to
put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall
backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will
usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse

I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land

I DIDN'T ALLOW MYSELF TO TALK ABT ... YTD
haha..i tink e title only jyan and yingli will understand,haha i'm serious...anyway i was with them this afternoon shopping ard for stuff....wat stuff cannot say later jyan cfm kill me one [: anyway yingli as usual was like late...but e funny thing is tt they 2 bully me on e bus lor...diao...and i want to tell yingli this
NEXT TIME U WANT SQUEEZE MY FATS SQUEEZE PROPERLY HOR...U GRABBED MY RIBCAGE JUST NOW LAH =.=

so yea...anyway i'm officially damm broke...like seriously no money for next week lah...and its sch reopen next week...but i dun want go back sch,cause its gonna be awkward...can i have some ways 2 skip sch besides buying MC?????

sian to the max man......toodles everyone gotta do stuff for ppl's birthday now...hai...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!ITS 2009 AND I MUST THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS MADE MY 2008 FUN!!!!

anyway my new yer resolutions can be found in e last post...but yea just a short update abt ytd,hehe...well i was like at ecp on e 30th...then we gave irfan a big big surprise...then yingli and me went bitch abt stuff at e beach after tt,hehe...

well then just ytd...went 2 bpp to buy irfan's present and then send it 2 his house....so after tt...we waited for wenliang like damm freaking long...after tt walked hortpark and then they came 2 my house...so yea...i dranks like 1.5bottles of lime breezers today...hehe...[:

anyway i'm like tired now,so gonna slp,toodles ppl have fun its the NEW YEAR,Life is short,break the rules,forgive and forget quickly,love truly,laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile[: